Pregnant Britney Spears wants to hold her baby in her womb ‘for eternity’

Britney Spears admitted that she’d love to hold her unborn child in her womb ‘for eternity’ while providing insight on her third pregnancy via Instagram on Thursday. 

‘I genuinely like holding this precious miracle inside of me … I just want time to stop and hold it in here for eternity … the stillness of holding something so holy and beautiful inside me makes me feel more blessed than anything,’ penned the star, 40. 

She is currently expecting her first child with ‘husband’ Sam Asghari, 28, who she got engaged to last September after nearly five years of dating. 

Britney also reflected on her first two pregnancies with sons Sean Preston, 16, and Jayden, 15, and how she didn’t let her mother Lynne Spears hold them when they were born.

Holding on: Britney Spears admitted that she’d love to hold her unborn child in her womb ‘for eternity’ while providing insight on her third pregnancy via Instagram on Thursday

Passion for fashion: To commence Thursday's post, Britney rambled about her love of fashion and spending time in her closet putting outfits together. Before she knew: She included a two-minute video of herself modeling clothes, which was taken before she knew she was pregnant

Passion for fashion: To commence Thursday’s post, Britney rambled about her love of fashion and spending time in her closet putting outfits together. She included a two-minute video of herself modeling clothes, which was taken before she knew she was pregnant

‘I know this sounds horrible but I wouldn’t even let my own mother hold my babies when they were born !!! My mother never held Preston as an infant and Jayden was held one time for literally 5 seconds,’ Britney admitted in one excerpt.

She continued: ‘I was probably extreme but I couldn’t let go !!! Almost too bonded !!! Talk about mama bear … good God !!!’

Britney later claimed that her ex-husband Kevin Federline, who she shares Sean Preston and Jayden with, was missing in action while she was pregnant with their youngest child.

To commence Thursday’s post, Britney rambled about her love of fashion and spending time in her closet putting outfits together. She included a two-minute video of herself modeling clothes, which was taken before she knew she was pregnant.

Blessed: 'I genuinely like holding this precious miracle inside of me … I just want time to stop and hold it in here for eternity … the stillness of holding something so holy and beautiful inside me makes me feel more blessed than anything,' penned the star, 40

Blessed: ‘I genuinely like holding this precious miracle inside of me … I just want time to stop and hold it in here for eternity … the stillness of holding something so holy and beautiful inside me makes me feel more blessed than anything,’ penned the star, 40

Mama bear: Britney also reflected on her first two pregnancies with sons Sean Preston, 16, and Jayden, 15, and how her intense bond with her infant sons prevented her from letting her mother Lynne Spears hold them when they were born

Mama bear: Britney also reflected on her first two pregnancies with sons Sean Preston, 16, and Jayden, 15, and how her intense bond with her infant sons prevented her from letting her mother Lynne Spears hold them when they were born 

Brutal: Britney said that she 'was like f***ing devil' and 'mean as hell' during her first two pregnancies. 'It was beyond me … I think the thing that made people so uncomfortable was the fact I was unbelievably SILENT !!!'

Brutal: Britney said that she ‘was like f***ing devil’ and ‘mean as hell’ during her first two pregnancies. ‘It was beyond me … I think the thing that made people so uncomfortable was the fact I was unbelievably SILENT !!!’

She also discussed letting go of her frustrations regarding her ‘messy’ partner Sam despite craving organization in her sprawling Thousand Oaks estate.

‘Sometimes it’s better to make your man think you don’t really care … it’s pretty powerful !! I mean I learned from the best … my family,’ wrote Britney, taking a swipe at her estranged parents.

She then jumped into pregnancy talk by admitting to experiencing bouts of morning sickness, before marveling over the active lifestyles of pregnant women she sees on Instagram.

Expecting: She is currently expecting her first child with 'husband' Sam Asghari, 28, who she got engaged to last September after nearly five years of dating; the couple pictured in 2019

Expecting: She is currently expecting her first child with ‘husband’ Sam Asghari, 28, who she got engaged to last September after nearly five years of dating; the couple pictured in 2019

‘I don’t like this nauseous thing in the morning and it blows my mind how some of these women on Instagram are running hardcore pregnant !!! Hey …If you can do that great but I’m lazy as hell … I know I should get up and probably do something but I genuinely like holding this precious miracle inside of me …’

‘I just want time to stop and hold it in here for eternity … the stillness of holding something so holy and beautiful inside me makes me feel more blessed than anything,’ she wrote.

She described pregnancy as being ‘100% spiritually out of this world’ and how carrying her children in her womb is her favorite part of the journey. 

‘But a lot of women I’ve spoken to were so much better after they had the baby … I didn’t want mine to come out ever !!! I liked the baby being safe inside my womb and close to my heart.’

Protective: 'I know this sounds horrible but I wouldn't even let my own mother hold my babies when they were born !!! My mother never held Preston as an infant and Jayden was held one time for literally 5 seconds,' Britney admitted in one excerpt. She continued: 'I was probably extreme but I couldn't let go !!! Almost too bonded !!! Talk about mama bear … good God !!!'; Britney and mother Lynne pictured in 2001

Protective: ‘I know this sounds horrible but I wouldn’t even let my own mother hold my babies when they were born !!! My mother never held Preston as an infant and Jayden was held one time for literally 5 seconds,’ Britney admitted in one excerpt. She continued: ‘I was probably extreme but I couldn’t let go !!! Almost too bonded !!! Talk about mama bear … good God !!!’; Britney and mother Lynne pictured in 2001

MIA? Britney later claimed in her lengthy text post that her ex-husband Kevin Federline, who she shares Sean Preston and Jayden with, was missing in action while she was pregnant with their youngest child; the former couple pictured in 2006

MIA? Britney later claimed in her lengthy text post that her ex-husband Kevin Federline, who she shares Sean Preston and Jayden with, was missing in action while she was pregnant with their youngest child; the former couple pictured in 2006

Continuing to compare her pregnancy experience to the experience of other pregnant women, Britney recalled watching her ‘girlfriends and close cousins’ get so sick during their pregnancies that they actually ‘lost weight.’

She continued: ‘Some women I’ve seen doing drenched classes with a full belly where the teacher has a headset and the music is so freaking loud that they are screaming over the music … the class is already pretty hard for someone who is not pregnant …’

Britney said that she ‘was like f***ing devil’ and ‘mean as hell’ during her first two pregnancies.

‘It was beyond me … I think the thing that made people so uncomfortable was the fact I was unbelievably SILENT !!!

'But geez my ex-husband [Kevin Federline] wouldn't see me when I flew to New York with a baby inside me and Las Vegas when he was shooting a video !!!' she claimed; Britney seen pregnant in 2006

‘But geez my ex-husband [Kevin Federline] wouldn’t see me when I flew to New York with a baby inside me and Las Vegas when he was shooting a video !!!’ she claimed; Britney seen pregnant in 2006

‘But geez my ex-husband [Kevin Federline] wouldn’t see me when I flew to New York with a baby inside me and Las Vegas when he was shooting a video !!!’ she claimed.

Britney said that it was her brother’s best friend who showed up for her and supported her as a ‘very pregnant woman in Vegas because he felt’ for her.

She also complimented the unnamed friend for playing off her strange pregnancy cravings at the time, writing: ‘[He] PLAYED IT OFF TALKING AND EATING ICE ALL NIGHT !!! I swear I like huge pickles and biting down on ice literally every day !!! I was so weird …’

Britney claimed that she’d received a text message from someone the day her brother’s best friend visited her that confirmed for her that her marriage to Kevin was over.

‘As the ice hit my tongue I got a text saying “If you don’t divorce Kevin he will publicly do it to you …”

Motherhood: Britney seen with sons Sean Federline and Jayden Federline at the Smurfs 2 premiere in 2013

Motherhood: Britney seen with sons Sean Federline and Jayden Federline at the Smurfs 2 premiere in 2013

Britney officially filed for divorce from Kevin in November 2006, two months after the birth of their son Jayden. She was granted temporary custody of both of their sons.

She continued: ‘Since I hadn’t seen him in a while I already knew it was over … I had my baby and went out literally 2 times with Paris [Hilton] and it was all over the news like I was a party girl … Whatever … it’s over now and I’ve made my peace wit it …’

To close out the post, Britney spoke briefly about working on her tell-all book and how it’s been a cathartic release for her. 

‘Although writing my book is actually hard after speaking for 2 hours each time to this lovely lady trying to create drafts … I cry for 2 days afterwards and I’m like ‘Jesus Christ !!! I’ve been through it but it’s INCREDIBLY CLEANSING yet hard …

‘I hope I don’t turn into the devil like I did with my first 2 pregnancies … I think food will make me nice and you will NOT find me doing cardio … Anyways it’s a lazy hazy day and I’m going to be just that lazy …’ concluded the Toxic hitmaker.

Earlier in the week, Britney bemoaned putting on weight during her pregnancy. She informed her fans that her pregnancy cravings are officially kicking in.

Pregnancy: Britney Spears complains pregnancy is making her 'extremely hungry' after 'working hard' to lost weight... as her cravings for carbs kick in

Pregnancy: Britney Spears complains pregnancy is making her ‘extremely hungry’ after ‘working hard’ to lost weight… as her cravings for carbs kick in

‘I worked so hard to lose weight and I actually did … then I found out a small little fetus was growing in there and was extremely hungry,’ she wrote to her 40.8million followers. 

Pregnancy cravings can start as early as five weeks into pregnancy. 

The singer then told fans that she was sharing pictures of herself from before she found out she was expecting, showing off her taut tummy in a series of snaps.  

Last week, Britney told fans that she’s looking forward to the ‘best sex ever’ with fiancé Sam now she is pregnant with their first child.

The singer talked pregnancy sex while detailing her love of makeup and pondering whether she should start a podcast. 

Craving carbs! Britney posted this image of a pizza telling fans she was 'hungry'

Craving carbs! Britney posted this image of a pizza telling fans she was ‘hungry’ 

No to cravings! Britney seemed annoyed that she was hungry after 'working hard to lose weight'

No to cravings! Britney seemed annoyed that she was hungry after ‘working hard to lose weight’

After a lengthy rant about the balance the pressure of fame with her pop career at a young age, Britney told fans it’s now time for to indulge reading, makeup, and having ‘the best sex ever.’ 

‘It’s time for me to indulge into thinking, books, makeup, classic movies… great conversation… and the best sex ever !!! Sex is great when you’re pregnant,’ she explained with a series of shrug emojis. 

Britney has two sons Sean Preston, 16, and Jayden James, 15 from her previous marriage to Kevin Federline. 

Proud: The singer showed off her taut tummy in snaps she said were taken before her pregnancy news Putting on a show: The singer loves to try on different outfits for her fans

Proud: The singer showed off her taut tummy in snaps she said were taken before her pregnancy news 

Giving in: The Toxic singer posted a slew of pizza images on Wednesday

Giving in: The Toxic singer posted a slew of pizza images on Wednesday 

Gimmie More! Britney was salivating over Italian food after posting this picture on Wednesday

Gimmie More! Britney was salivating over Italian food after posting this picture on Wednesday 

Talking about how parenting styles have changed, Britney said that in Los Angeles ‘it’s about the children’ but when she was growing up in Louisiana, ‘it was all about respecting your parents.’ 

She claimed she washed her mother Lynne Spears’ back ‘every day of my life’ and claimed when she asked for ice water, she ‘brought it to her in seconds!’ 

‘Jesus Christ how things have changed !!!’ Britney exclaimed. 

'Sex is great when you're pregnant!' Britney Spears says she's looking forward to bedroom romps with fiancé Sam Asghari after revealing she's expecting third child

‘Sex is great when you’re pregnant!’ Britney Spears says she’s looking forward to bedroom romps with fiancé Sam Asghari after revealing she’s expecting third child

She continued: ‘The generation today doesn’t even acknowledge others or say hi with a smile, because they are always looking down on their phones.’

‘I can’t even tell you how many times I did shows were young girls literally had their backs turned around looking at their phones.’ 

After referencing her troubled time as a young mother under the glare of the spotlight, Britney pondered if she should start a podcast about her experiences. 

Baby one more time! Britney is pictured above on vacation last week on April 6

Baby one more time! Britney is pictured above on vacation last week on April 6

Announcement: The 40-year-old singer recently shared her pregnancy news in a lengthy Instagram post

Announcement: The 40-year-old singer recently shared her pregnancy news in a lengthy Instagram post